ithinkimgoingcrazy

Melanie, 26, Melbourne Australia. I've been battling Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Fibromyaglia for 10 years now. This blog is my little escape from boring everyday life.
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Bloody Fibro.

Pulled the crap out of my left shoulder last night. Seems I can’t go for more than a week without pulling a muscle. It usually happens when I’m sleeping too, which just seems silly. I must thrash around a lot when I sleep.

posted on 6/2/2012, with 0 notesreblog

Watched this movie today for the first time in ages. Cried like a bloody baby. Even just listening to the soundtrack makes me tear up..

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posted on 6/1/2012, with 105 notes (source: roominthecastle) — reblog

The internet is a wonderful place sometimes.

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posted on 6/1/2012, with 52,927 notes (source: iraffiruse) — reblog
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posted on 5/31/2012, with 118 notes (source: lovethatlittlecunt) — reblog

darkpassenger:

Game of thrones, 2x09, “Blackwater”

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The people of Kings Landing should kill Joffrey and make Tyrion king.

posted on 5/31/2012, with 3,891 notes (source: serdavos) — reblog

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posted on 5/30/2012, with 43 notes (source: dirtybritcomconfessions) — reblog
I think this was the first time i felt my ovaries melt.
I would have been about 12 years old. I ended up seeing this in the cinema about five times.

I think this was the first time i felt my ovaries melt.

I would have been about 12 years old. I ended up seeing this in the cinema about five times.

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posted on 5/29/2012, with 275 notes (source: t-endencia) — reblog

birdname:

„It was new,” Liam Neeson says, sipping green tea at a café near his Manhattan home. “I have never done gay sex”. His face breaks into a smile, causing the crow’s-feet around his eyes to deepen.

Despite displaying a hint of the rascal, Neeson, 52, turn dead earnest when describing the kissing scene between him and Peter Sarsgaard in Kinsey. “I thought I would be more embarrassed about the scene, but I wasn’t. I was glad Bill was the director because Bill’s gay. I said, “Look, Bill, if I am doing anything that’s too hetero, please, just…” And he said, “I sense you’re a wee bit pulling back. The film needs you to be passionate”.

So what’s the difference, for him, in kissing a man?

“I got razor burn,” he says, with another grin. “And it’s not as much fun.”

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I want to be in the middle of this..

posted on 5/29/2012, with 62 notes (source: birdname) — reblog

Sensory overload is a significant part of many people’s experience of chronic fatigue syndrome and fibromyalgia.

heathersday:

Any sense can be a source of overload.

• Ears: loud noise or sound from multiple sources, such as several people talking at once.

• Eyes: bright lights or environments with lots of movement such as crowds or frequent scene changes on TV.

• Smell and taste: strong aromas or spicy foods.

• Touch: tactile sensations such as being touched by another person or the feel of cloth on skin.

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I’m with ya on all of those.

I can’t eat anything with the slightest bit of spice or curry in it anymore, mouth is too sensitive.

I can’t watch tv for more than an hour or so, the adverts make my head feel like it’s going to explode.

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posted on 5/27/2012, with 14 notes (source: heathersday) — reblog
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gothcrossing:

“Es Ist Leidenschaft” by Angizia.

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My new favorite band.

posted on 5/26/2012, with 1 note (source: gothcrossing) — reblog
My babies Loki and Thor.
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My babies Loki and Thor.

posted on 5/25/2012, with 8 notesreblog
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thedailywhat:

River Phoenix Movie Trailer of the Day:Dark Blood was supposed to be the independent surprise of 1993. Instead, it is the last, unfinished work of River Phoenix; production came to a standstill when he diedoutside L.A.’s Viper Room, with three weeks of shooting remaining.

Now, nearly 20 years later, director George Sluizer has found a way to finish the film — he and editor Michiel Reichwein have been hard at work since March. They just need a little crowdfunding for post-production, and they’ve launched a Kickstarter-esque website to drum up money.

Here’s Dark Blood’s synopsis, in case you need a little persuading:

Dealing with nuclear testing and its long-lasting deadly effects, the story portrays Boy, a young widower living in the desert at a nuclear testing site. Living as a hermit, he waits for the end of the world carving Katchina dolls that he believes have magical powers. While traveling on a “second” honeymoon across the Arizona desert, the car of the Hollywood jet-set couple (Pryce & Davis) breaks down. They are rescued by Boy, who holds them prisoners because he desires the woman and wants to create a better world with her.

Sluizer is planning for a world premiere of Dark Blood at” the Dutch Film Festival in September.

[bleedingcool]

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I don’t think my heart could take watching this movie.

posted on 5/25/2012, with 480 notes (source: thedailywhat) — reblog

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posted on 5/24/2012, with 89 notes (source: miraeschuli) — reblog
fibromyalgiaproblems:

such truth :p

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And on bad days don’t expect any talk at all from me. My brain just turns to jelly.

fibromyalgiaproblems:

such truth :p

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And on bad days don’t expect any talk at all from me. My brain just turns to jelly.

posted on 5/24/2012, with 22 notes (source: fibromyalgiaproblems) — reblog
I don’t know why this wasn’t in the cinema version of the movie. It’s clearly the best part.

I don’t know why this wasn’t in the cinema version of the movie. It’s clearly the best part.

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posted on 5/23/2012, with 75 notes (source: died-alittle-inside) — reblog